Pursuit 31

Pin It I don’t want to write what I am about to write. Although God has been telling me to deal with this for months, I have been resisting doing so. It hurts to think about it. The fact is…I miss my Mom. I don’t mean oh, I miss her in a nonchalant way. I…

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31 comments on “Grief | Sarah Rachel”

1. Angelsea Urban on April 26, 2012 at 12:53 pm said:

   So, so, proud of you for writing this! <3

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2. Stephanie Grooms on April 26, 2012 at 1:03 pm said:

   I ♥ you!

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3. Kacey McGowan Crawford on April 26, 2012 at 3:45 pm said:

   Brave, obedient, beautiful Sarah…God is WITH you and IN you…I know this because you wrote this and you couldn’t have done so without him. Even now, as you wonder where and how and when and if, he is there…and my prayer is that he would reveal himself to you in new, unexpected and amazing ways in these moments when you need it most. I love you girl!

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4. Chelsea LaVere on April 26, 2012 at 3:51 pm said:

   This is beautiful in more than just one way. <3

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5. Lisa Stanford on April 26, 2012 at 4:07 pm said:

   Sarah,
   i truely feel for you and I see the honesty in your words. this is real and there is nothing easy about losing someone who you love and made an impact on your life. talk to god he is there for you. you will be in my prayers, much love girl <3.

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6. Brittany Lawlor on April 26, 2012 at 4:14 pm said:

   I love your heart Sarah, I’ll be keeping you in my prayers for real. <3

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7. Gabrielle von Heyking on April 26, 2012 at 5:00 pm said:

   reading this made me cry…I have watched you walk through this whole situation with strength and dignity and now I am praying that God will bring you comfort as only He can! <3

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8. Nicole Boardman Benitez on April 26, 2012 at 5:17 pm said:

   I want to hug you right now sarah!! Praying for you.

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9. Sunnie Burt Lewis on April 26, 2012 at 5:35 pm said:

   I love that you wrote this. All of what I feel are now in words except, I was very angry at God for having taken away my Mom, not because He was having me feel the grief I felt. I lost my Mom 5yrs ago to Lupus, she was only 53yrs old. She died the very same day my husband left on a 6mo. deployment. I felt beyond angry but held myself together for my Dad and Brother. After we spread her ashes in the oceans of O’ahu, I slowly broke down, just me and drinking. When I finally hit rock bottom, I started to heal. I’m not where I want to be just yet, but I’m glad I’m not where I was. We will pray for eachother, deal?

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10. Kristin Ungerecht on April 26, 2012 at 5:38 pm said:

    <3

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11. Karen Stott on April 26, 2012 at 6:40 pm said:

    Love you girl.

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12. Jennifer Yarson-Hunter on April 26, 2012 at 7:14 pm said:

    I will pray for you. I lost my mom 3 years ago and I also feel lost and I am angry with God as well. I feel cheated out of a mom and my children out of their Bah Bah (Grandma). I treasure every memory I have and hold onto it tight but, I would anything to have my mom back and cancer free. So my thoughts, prayers, and all are coming your way.

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13. Jolene Cudjoe on April 26, 2012 at 10:38 pm said:

    My heart goes out to you Sarah! I went through a similar loss about 10 years ago when I lost my sister, and had many regrets. The pain never goes away, though it does lessen as the years pass. I can only imagine how hard this has been for you to open up and share your raw pain and open wounds, but we’re all with you, thinking of you and praying for healing for you. If you ever need to talk, just drop me a line.

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14. Johanna B-Photography on April 26, 2012 at 11:49 pm said:

    hugs & prayers <3.

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15. Kelly Brown Hopkins on April 27, 2012 at 12:31 am said:

    Sarah Rachel, I love you and I only met you once. Your open honest heart is such a blessing to anyone that meets you. You are in my prayers. God’s peace I pray for you. (((hugs)))

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16. Beth Mutkala Daane on April 30, 2012 at 8:00 pm said:

    Sarah, I am lifting you up in prayer, my friend!

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17. Samara Dulik on April 26, 2012 at 5:28 pm said:

    double hug

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18. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 9:54 pm said:

    Thank you so much Kacey! Love you to!

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19. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 9:54 pm said:

    Thank you Lisa!

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20. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 9:54 pm said:

    Thank you for always pushing me!

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21. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 9:55 pm said:

    Thank you Brittany!

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22. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 9:55 pm said:

    Thank you Nicole and Samara!

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23. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 9:56 pm said:

    Deal, I will be praying for you!

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24. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 9:58 pm said:

    Thank you Jennifer! I understand feeling cheated, I try not to but I do. Praying for you also!

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25. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 10:03 pm said:

    Love you to Karen!

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26. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 10:03 pm said:

    Thank you Gabrielle!

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27. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 10:03 pm said:

    Thank you @[548739655:2048:Chelsea]!

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28. Sarah Rachel on April 26, 2012 at 10:04 pm said:

    <3

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29. Sarah Rachel on April 27, 2012 at 3:43 am said:

    Thank you Jolene!!!

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30. Sarah Rachel on April 27, 2012 at 3:44 am said:

    Thank you so much Kelly!!! I love you to, I still think about our conversation in Vegas, I wish we lived closer!!!

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31. Kelly Brown Hopkins on April 27, 2012 at 3:45 am said:

    Sarah Rachel me too

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